Some versus that never failed to inspire me ..

We all have a weakness
But some of ours are easy to identify.
Look me in the eye
And ask for forgiveness
we'll make a pact to never speak that word again.
Yes, you are my friend.

We all have something that digs at us,
at least we dig each other.

So when weakness turns my ego up
I know you'll count on the me from yesterday.
If I turn into another
dig me up from under what is covering
the better part of me.
Sing this song
remind me that we'll always have each other
when everything else is gone

Dig .. by Incubus

WHY?

Y so fed up with the life that u long for
y so sad abt the time ur here for
y so mad for the things ur bound for
why oh why .... ????

y so lost in the minds u hate
y so lost in the space u get
why oh why .... ????

y so wasted from the things u hate
y so stuck up in the things u lack
y so scared from the reaper on ur face..
why oh why .... ????

questions come and go
answers might still not be told
clueless.. life remains this way
mysteries come forward..
realities go bak n forth..

y not get up, y not take a stand
y not make it all happen
y not mould the world in ur hands
why oh why .... ????

Standing in the middle of the desert
wind blowing in my face
fire burnin beside me
there's a deep yearning inside me

Walkin in the path of light
looking for shadows to reunite
walking in an illusion
walking away from time

Everything is unreal
everything's so hard
melancholy remains

looking for myself inside out..
searching for the timeless doubt
wronged in my own mind
restless in my own shrine...........

...........

Living a lie or a dream it is;
reality too harsh to face

darkness engulfs me;
i want to get away

I am but a dreamer
..of happiness and love;

so i live a lie in my time
but emotions so astray..

forgive me pls .. to b askin for love
forgive me pls for my expectations

for now i know where i stand;
forgive me for letting my emotions go astray

love lost in the endless debate of self denial
wen will the sun rise to show the path for us to walk on
darkness falls for the shadows to hide
but to bring forth the endless rain of thoughtful memories
the end has only just begun
jus for me to realize the cynical truth

soar thru the thoughts of u and me
confronted by un described feelings
reflecting on the sweet smell of endless comfort
what is it that i seek
for what reason this melancholy glides
rests in the cold heart that beats inside

clueless, restless spent are endless days
with the wish to end this reign of dispair
rightfully have given up on all
i'll jus wait till the life gives up on me

Unfinished piece of work

Standing alone in the middle of nowhere
...darkness engulfs me

I shout your name in my heart
...but its long gone

I hear your voice in my dream
...but reality is too dark to see

Pls come to me, i still have hope
I still believe u'll let me be

I tried my hand at Urdu poetry :)

Mujhe nafrat hai....

Uss zindagi say jo jeenay na day.
Uss piyar say, jis mai piyare ka ehsaas na ho
Uss dil say jo kisi kay dard say na piglay
Uss insaan say jis mai ehsaas na ho…

Zindagi say bohat umeedain hain
Aas ka daman saath hai
Dil mai such ki khuwahish hai
Hum barhay ja rahay hain….

Janay kab wo waqat aaye ga
Dil tham sa jaye ga..
Iss piyar ki tamanna mai
Umeed kay diye jalaye ja rahy hain

Nice piece from a broken heart

BROKEN HEART

I'm broken within.
My soul has died.
The tears I shed.
I have to hide.

He said he loved me.
But apparently he lied.
My heart is breaking.
I feel dead inside.

I try to smile.
Act like I'm fine.
But, It's all-pretend.
Wishing he was mine.

He didn't care at all.
Promises broke.
Didn't care that he hurt me.
Guess it was all a joke.

I feel so empty.
Like I have no soul.
I need him so much.
To keep me whole.

To always pick me up.
Whenever I may fall.
If he was by my side,
I would stand so tall.

Feels like he took scissors.A
nd cut my heart in two.
I'm falling to pieces.
I can't believe it's true.

I'm broken within.
My soul has died.
The tears I shed.
I have to hide.

I'm searching for life, in a soul thats dead;
I'm searching for joy in a mourning night
I look for light in the darkest cloud;
I look for contentment with all my might

I search within my lonely corpse;
but all I find is a hole inside..
.. a feelinf of emptiness for all that's gone
.. a longing within me .. to go beyond

Beyond the darkest cloud
that overshadows my life
Beyond the emotions that
dont let me strive..

Beyond the falling night
that brings out the worse
Beyond the sands of time
that have become a curse
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